In slightly more than 12 hours, I will get to meet my angel. Time really flies. I am really anxious, scared, excited and nervous. I've not been sleeping well for the past 2 nights and it's worse tonight. I am so anxious that even at 12:30am now, I don't feel a tad sleepy.
I still remember vividly the day I did a home pregnancy test and almost blacked out when I thought I saw 2 blue lines on the pregnancy kit window. I looked at the kit again and my eyes seemed to be playing tricks with my vision.... it's like now I see the 2 lines, now I only see 1 line and then after moving it back and forth and looking at it at a different angle, I see the 2 lines again. 10 minutes later, I felt I couldn't breath when I read the instructions again which confirmed my suspicion. The 2 blue lines appeared even bluer than ever 15 minutes later. I felt like I have been hit by a trailer on the highway. Anyway, that's history. Today will be the birth of my 3rd angel and I will love her with all my heart and soul. From what I thought that I will never ever be able to hold my own baby 5 years ago, now I am a mother of 2 beautiful girls and another one arriving in just hours away.
Wish me luck for a pain free, fright free and stress free c-section. Most importantly, please pray that my baby will be healthy and wholesome from head to toe, internally and externally and beautiful in every way.
Do wait for my next post on my birth story!